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| Thursday, June 9th, 2005 | | 10:59 pm |
| | Wednesday, June 1st, 2005 | | 8:37 pm |
I had been having a bad day. It was really weird. Well, and annoying to some other ppl, i guess. In the morning, I was there at school like usual, but after a while, things weren't going so good. I took David's mini I-Pod, and he got mad, etc. We had like 4 people "fighting" for it at one point. Anyways, I think he definately got pissed and went off to a different table. The other matt followed. Then like everyone else went. So after a while, I got pissed too. So i just started flipping my deck of cards in my hand. I don't know why I was like that, but I was stuck like that for most of they day. I didn't want to talk to anyone, I didn't want to express much, and I really wanted to kill something. It was very confusing and annoying. Oh well, I'll finish this post later... (btw, story goes, I had a better day later, by a little) | | Thursday, May 19th, 2005 | | 9:19 pm |
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| | 9:14 pm |
What Kind of Killer am I? Hmmm... This suits me...
 You are an
assassin.
That means you are a proffessional and do your
job without mixing any emotions in it. In your
life you have probably been hurt many times and
have gotten some mental scars. This results in
you being distant from people. Though many
think that you are evil, you are not. What you
really are is a person, trying to forget your
pain and past. You are the person who never
seems to care and that is why being an assassin
fits you good. Atleast, that's what people
think. Even if you don't care that much for
your victims, you still have the ability to
care and to generally feel. It is not lost,
just a little forgotten. In crowds you tend to
not get to noticed, and dress in black or other
discrete colours. You don't being in the
spotlight and wish people would just leave you
alone. But once you do get close to someone you
have a hard time letting go and get real down
if you loose him/her.
Main weapon: Sniper
Quote: "The walls we build around
us to keep out the sadness also keep out the
joy" -Jim Rohn
Facial expression: Narrowed eyes What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures] brought to you by Quizilla | | Saturday, April 30th, 2005 | | 3:59 pm |
Ahhh, the weekend
I'm happy. This weekend, I actually have a goal. I am following my plan to complete all my hw. that's good. I just feel like smiling. Probably a long time since ive actually felt very happy. the lawnmower's battery needs to be recharged, but that's fine. I better finish my english and ptp stuff. Hey dan, I installed mws already. I have no clue what I'm doing. I might call you later today, maybe not. I think i will start puting my deck into the comp. Then we might play l8r. no guarantees tho. thx for the awesome prog. Current Mood:  happyCurrent Music: FF7 Music (from www.eyesonff.com) | | Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 | | 1:24 am |
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| | Monday, April 25th, 2005 | | 10:34 pm |
ME!
>*~*~Beginning~*~* >[[What time is it]]: 10:34 PM >[[What is the date]]: 4/25/2005 >*~*~Info about you~*~* >[[Full Name]]: Jeremy Winghymn Sam >[[Age]]: 14 >[[Sex]]: Male >[[Birthday]]: May 26, 1990 >Where do you live: Hillsboro, Oregon >Where else have you lived: Aloha, Oregon >What state: Oregon >What subdivision: Subdivision? Now you have me confused! >Zodiac Sign: Gemini >What school do you go to: Liberty High School >What is your mascot: Falcons >What are your school colors: Light blue, navy blue, and gold >What year are you: 2007 >Nicknames: Nicknames? None. Screen names? Yes. >Do you have any other screen names: arcticsniper, crzygmr24 >What are your hobbies: Lost them >Are you religious: Yes >What religion are you: Christian >Hair color: Black >Ever died your hair: Never >What color: ...Look up... Hair length: Somewhat short >Eye color: Brown >Height: 5'10" >Weight: >Have any pets: A Beta fish >What are their names: I haven't named it >Siblings: 1 Sister >Names and age: Cordelia, 11 >What do you fear most in the world: >What do you regret the most: >If you could do anything without consequences, what would it be: >Do you have braces: They're off now, but I wear a bonded retainer and a plastic one >Do you have glasses: Yes, but at school, I like wearing contacts better >Are you good at school: Used to be >Shoe size: 10.5 > >*~*~Favorites~*~* >Car: Don't Know >Color car: Silver & Green/Black >Color: Green >Teacher: Don't have one >Class: Math/Science >Day of the week and why: >Holiday: >Season: Winter >Month: December >Fruit: Any >Veggie: Dunno >Sport: Cross Country, >Sports team: None >Male Athlete: None >Female Athlete: None >Movie: Troy, Lord of the Rings 1, 2, and 3, Pirates of the Caribbean...and many more >Actress: None >>Actor: None >T.V. show: None, but channel? Chinese Satellite channels >Web site: Ones with journals, chats, or online communities, then games >Food: Spaghetti >Drink: Water >Band: None >Male singer: None >Female singer: None >Animal: Peregrine falcon >Store: Any, shopping's fun! >Video rental store: >E-mail buddy: All the people on my list(s) >Brand of shoes: New Balance >Radio station: 89.9 FM >Room in your house: Living room, its where the computer and my desk is >Concert you have been to: I haven't gone to a concert, i think >CD: FF7 Music, atm >Salad: Caesar >Meat: Bacon >Pizza Topping: Bacon >State: Oregon or Massachusetts >City: Hillsboro for now >Lake: None >Ocean: Pacific >Place to be: Antarctica >Sound: Rain >Feeling: Empty, middle, equilibrium >Number: 7 >Book: Any, almost >Vacation spot: Any >Grandma: Neither >Grandpa: Neither >Cereal: Honey Nut Cheerios >Ice cream flavor: Vanilla >Video game: FF10 (Thx chris) >Cookie flavor: White Chocolate Macadamian Nut >Flower: Dont know, ill think of one some year > >*~*~What do you think of when you hear this~*~* >Banana: Yellow, natural sugar >Bill: $1 >Britney: Spears >Lamb: Beau Lamb >Bubba: Forest Gump, shrimp >Victoria: Secret >Shadow: Invisiblity, snake >Beep Beep: Bus >Moo: Yu Fei Cao >Bambi: deer > >*~*~Your friends~*~* >Friends: All >Best friend: Almost everyone is my best friend >Spend most time with: >Best house: Don't know, havent been over to many >Funniest: ? >Smartest: ? >Hottest: ? >Strongest: Mentally: ? Physically: Tim >Most athletic: Tim Klesch >Knows you the best: Probably not even me >Most outgoing: ? >Most shy: Peter Keomanivanh >Always negative: Always? No-one i can think of >Most trustworthy: Saundra >Most fun to be with: >Loudest: Lynz Breeden >Best dressed: ? >Best eyes: ? >Most depressed: Tim Klesch >One to gossip with: Most of them >Sweetest: ? >Most annoying: Me :-) >Do you make friends easily: Sure >Are you intimidated by any of your friends: Yes, Tim, not as much anymore. I think I might be a little of Max...Nah! >Who do u think has the nicest siblings: Chris Neri *~*~Past~*~* >First grade teacher's name: I used to know. No! Not funny. >Last word you said: [I can't remember it] >Last song you sang: Kaeru no uta ga >Last meal you ate: Rice with sauce >Favorite childhood cartoon: Pokemon! >What did you hate most about skool: >Last person you flipped off: No one. I have never done that. >Last song stuck in your head: Kaeru no uta ga >What line/verse: The whole thing >Last time you were burned: Can't remember, it happens too often >How: Oh. That kind of burned. Um, trying to take out hot pans from a church oven...without mits >Last time you bled: Can't remember, probably a nose bleed. >Favorite game show as a child: I'm still a child, aren't i? Wheel of Fortune > >*~*~Present~*~* >What's in your CD player: FF7 Music >What color sox are you wearing: White >What's the weather like: Don't know, its 1 am >What is on your wall calendar: My...calendar >What time did you wake up today: 6:45 am >Did you think it was earlier, later, or on time: Normal > >*~*~Future~*~* >Who do you want to marry: Don't know >Are you going to college: Yes >If so, how long do you want to go: 4-6 years >Where do you want to go: Massachusetts Institute of Technology >What is your career going to be: Aerospace Engineer >Where are you going to live: Don't know >How many kids do you want: Don't know >Where do you want your honeymoon: Don't know >What kind of car will you have: Dunno >What kind of house will you have: Normal for a while, then if i ever have enough money, custom > >*~*~Have you ever~*~* >Smoked: No >Been Drunk: No >Been high: Only off sugar >Done drugs: Albuterol in PE count? >Had sex: No >Skinny dipped: No >Partied until the sun came up: No, stayed awake during sleepover? Almost always (bad idea though) >Stolen: Playfully? Yes. Seriously? No. >Stayed up all night on the internet: Yes >Met someone off the internet (in person): No, sometime (only other students that my friends know) >Cried over a guy/girl: No >Been in a fist fight: No, unfortunately not >Been in a cat fight: Nope >Wanted to kill someone: Yep >Fell off a chair: Yes...physics...ah, the disappearing act... >Kissed the same sex: Don't think so... >Had feelings for the same sex: NO >Lap danced: No > >*~*~Other~*~* >Do you belive in the horoscopes: No >Do you like your handwriting: No >What superhero would you be: Like, Daredevil. (good hearing, "vision", smell, touch, martial arts, etc.) >Do you have any piercings: Nope, don't plan to either >Any tattoos: No | | 10:30 pm |
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LJ friend stats
I know that at least a large part of this is bs. Still, its funny. (Sry Dan, I'm not available :) | | 10:25 pm |
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| | Friday, April 22nd, 2005 | | 11:17 pm |
Aerith's Theme...
Hey, I found the sheet music for Aerith's Theme. I heard Catherine playing it and I remembered hearing it from the mv's I watched. I saw tons of them before, and I definately liked this one. I should have found this and printed it out at school. that would have been better, but w/e. I have it and I wanna practice it. I think I can get good at it... Current Mood:  hyperCurrent Music: Aerith's Theme (I'm Playing It!) | | Thursday, April 21st, 2005 | | 9:43 pm |
Great, More Depressing Things...
Arg. We just started watching Spider-Man 2. Did you know that the one superhero that I hate the most is Spider-Man? He just seem so weak and anti-superhero like. Its really sad. He really seems like a failure. I really, really don't like him that much. Superheroes are supposed to be able to overcome anything. There will be obstacles, granted, but not like Parker. ARG!!! He just seems like a failure in everything he does. He gets fired from a job, can't do his newspaper job, doesn't accept/have time for a gf who probably would love him, etc. Arg, for some reason, i almost feel like i relate to him...I'm getting pissed now. Superman has Lois Lane, Batman has his money, Robin (Teen Titans?) has something. Arg. Spider-man is just this isolated super-hero. He doesn't have a sidekick or any support. No family support, nothing. Its not fun. I would probably know. I think that I have isolated myself before, and it is definately not fun. You start thinking about tons of stuff, thinking about doing tons of stuff... Anyways, I don't get it, aren't super-heros' someone you look up to? ARGGGGGGG. I can't stand it. The movie's on pause right now and so I can't stand it. Otto Octavius is about to have the arms fused to himself permenantly. He seemed like a nice man. Stupid human nature... Bad idea messing with stuff in your body... Idiot... Stupidity... Ignorance... I feel so down now. Its annoying as heck. I can't think of much. thank goodness I studied my japanese before I started watching this movie. otherwise, I wouldn't be able to concentrate on my japanese. Anyways, I don't think that I'll have a gf, probably not until sometime in college. dang it. oh well. hopefully it will be better this way. Why in the world would people connect stuff directly into their spinal cords/brain? THat's just utter stupidity. ANything go wrong and your either messed up or dead! This case, messed up. I hate spiderman. I hope the end is better than this. I also hope that this feeling doesn't carry over till tomorrow. That would be a sucky day. I don't like sucky days. I should post these journal entries every now and then. That would be awesome. I feel a headache. I want to just sit in this bed and pout. I don't know, maybe cry. Not as much though. too much sadness and anger, i guess. I also want to punch something. I think that I should try what Chris suggested with Tim. I think Chris suggested something like taking turns punching each other in the arm repeatedly until someone gives. I could do that with Tim. I don't care if I lose either. I should either do it before school or during 4A (Engineering / Robotics Lab). That would be fun. He got mad in Nettech today because he and nancy were talking about something serious again. I didn't care if he got mad, which was funny to me. It was really funny when I almost flew as he pushed me away. That was a fun feeling. then chris and I played lf2, little fighter 2. I really like julian. Awesome energy ball. I sometimes wish that we could "counjure-up" energy balls and fling them at people. I wouldn't care if they didn't hurt, but it would be fun just to know that you hit them. Someone should invent a game like taht. I don't think i'll get on any im stuff anytime. I don't really like talking on IM anymore. I found that I like talking to people face to face more than I do anything. Which is scarry. I spend most of my lifetime (as of now) isolating myself, and now I find that what I want is human contact (not physical, as much). Freaky, freaky, freaky... I found out that if I'm bored, one thing I could do is to constantly annoy tim. Its fun! You get pushed around afterwards. Its like a spring. You push in, and he pushes you away. I do it all the time in nettech. I don't think he likes it, but still. I don't get why he doesn't like me listning to his "private conversations". I don't get that concept. I'm serious. Its not like I'm gonna tell anyone. I mean, to me, a private conversation is one that I have with myself, not with anyone else. Anything said to anyone else, to me, is a public conversation. The only difference is that it doesn't leave my head. It definately won't leave my tongue. I'm gonna have to travel to the computer to upload it to lj. Firefox is very awesome. I dl'd so many extensions. I think that I should get a few more themes. I'm using the silver skin theme atm. I love it. It looks all bubbly and cool looking like. I also dl'd the ForcastFox Extension and AdBlock, and quite a few others. I need to restart them to use them... I'll do it when I upload this entry. I'm gonna upload this entry and stop typing. I'll type again when my mom has another phone call (she works nights and that's why the movie's paused). Hey, love ya all, *?hug?* Thanks for being there when I needed you guys (even if you didn't notice :-) JS | | 6:55 pm |
Notes?
On a very, very freaky side note, I think I like Erickson. I should start telling my self "It's gonna pass...."ARG....lov?...dating?...crushes? ...true love?...confusion... Anyways, moving on. I started studying the Japanese stuff. I think I know most of it. I just have to remember the nan, nani, dono, and donna. Then I should be fine. Also, kisetsu. Our studying yesterday actually did help. Just a reminder to all of you reading this, we need to know the entire kana charts for the test, especially because we need to write out the entire katakana chart for friday's test. Anyways, I have full confidence that I will pass with full marks :-). I found some ASCII art that was awesome. I need to practice with it more. If anyone knows, could they tell me if they use fixed width font or variable width font for the art, thanks! I want to learn to draw, but that's like, so anti-me. But who knows, i think i should be changing atm. w/e. I met a new friend sometime ago, sara packard (-Nameless-), lol. that's a good "sn". I think that I need to keep on studying. OMG. My PTP projects are due...on May 1! That's like, in a week or so. That's not good, i haven't even started. I need to start soon. ARRG. More stuff for the weekend. That's why i turned down the sleepover this week...(sry Neri). Hey TV, those are nice biscuits. Could you let me have the recipe? That would be awesome if possible, thx! | | 9:45 am |
Ahh....Math...
Happiness overwhelming. :) Anyways, we went to Julie's house yesterday (its a very nice house). We had tons of fun. We were supposed to be studying for the Japanese Unit 6 test, and we did, for a while. At least we didn't play any videogames. We had pizza, that was good. I don't think I ate a lot, i only ate from the first pizza. I don't know if I was hungry. It was funny, we talked about all kinds of stuff, very very random. I think I almost and probably hit Catherine with the flashcards too...Oops... I'll leave the card throwing to chris. Anyways, we had tons of fun. How can you be bulimic/anorexic for a week, lol. I think that I like surveys, they show who I am and the true me, I guess. We played BS for a while as well. I think I would love to have people over to have a studying time as well. I think it wouldn't be too bad. I have something that I am really confused about, and I don't need to say it. ARGGGGG...I still don't like feelings... I need somthing good to do. I am actually proud of the fact that I don't get urges to play games during lunch anymore. I found a very nice table to stay at. That's really good for me. However, I still play games during all my computer classes. Maybe I should cut that...dunno, maybe... Well, right now, I'm in the hallways in front of Lopez's room. I like just watching people pass by. It has a nice feeling, i guess. I have this weird feeling about Catherine's neighborhood. It has a dark feeling. There are a lot of big trees around. It caused me to think whether I really like trees, darkness, or outdoors, which I don't think I do. Anyways, whatever. I tend to say that too much. I need to find a better in-between word. I think that we will be somewhat prepared for the test tomorrow. We studied the flashcards pretty well, so I think that we will be prepared for that part, but the sentences, we won't be too prepared on. | | Wednesday, April 20th, 2005 | | 10:55 pm |
| | Wednesday, April 6th, 2005 | | 12:23 pm |
I can't believe that it really was Tchychosvki's 1812 overature (sry for butchering it). We even searched it on steiner's computer that day. oh well. only one question, but i think i left the first one blank as well. Whatever. Chris has been sick at home, said was throwing up too. hope he feels better. the other chris says he's going back into magic: tg. that's good. I can play magic against someone again! j/k, anyways. i should introduce billy to him, (possibly the other, other chris, greg, and...eric?) that'd be awesome. another 6-way battle. we had that last year in kottkey's class. it was nuts, i lost really fast, but that's beside the point. I think i know why i design girl characters. because i want to have an opposite to what i am, but in tibia, i don't think its working. i mean, its a meat shield, sorta like i am, not really. but i mean, its not some smart character, like im not. so its too similar to me atm, hopefully that will change, but the only good in-game sign of that is when Neva Damus stops dying. I really enjoy designing my d&d characters. i have like 8 thought out, 1 almost completed, and 2 that are getting there. I named my first few, Natairatia Ardnossac [female Fighter (swords)], Erewnidre Ardnossac [female Fighter (bows)], and Shakia Ardnossac [female Sorceress]. I plan to make a rogue to finish off this family. I think that my Asian, mirrored family, will have the female Fighter (swords) to be named Vi, or something like that, short, but yeah. I have come to realize that my d&d characters are mirrors of my different state of minds, sides, or something to that extent. Natairatia is me at the moment, but only because im working on her design, still. She'll end up more "ET" like (LHS academy). More focused, down-to-earth, and stuff like that. Erewnidre is my "graceful" and artistic side, that i don't seem to have pop up often, of course. but, yeah. enjoyment of art, beauty, grace, design, and stuff like that. artistic. I think that Shakia is the dark and gloomy side. The total evil side. the anger, about to kill something side. contained rage. intensely focused-on-self side, too. the rogue, who doesn't have a name yet, unfortunately, is the young, inquisitive, caring, loving, carefree side. To sum them all up, Nat- down-to-earth, serious, Erewnidre- artistic, graceful, Shakia- "?goth", pessimistic, anger, hatred, Rogue- playful, happy, caring, loving, carefree. I sometimes still can't believe i have that many sides inside me. Oh gosh, my eyes are burning me. annoyance. i need to go to sleep. i am confused all the time and i don't like it. I need a more positive outlook, and a better attitude apparently. Maybe i should listen to less evansecence. I need to find some good music, that i do like. In the meantime, im going to continue working on my d&d characters. I hope that they will turn out well. Maybe one day, i'll be able to look back and see my characters and say "hey, look, that's how i used to be. Now ive changed a whole lot for the better!" Until that day... When i take those quizzes, i keep on getting earth. i hate that. and i hate earth. that's not funny. i would like light, dark, possibly water, fire, or something else. its just weird. i'll try again later. I need to find either an artist, a good picture, or a miracle, for my characters. Then I could have a picture of how they might look like. that would be stupendous. anyways. i think im gonna go to sleep. im really tired, and the end of the quarter's coming up, that's stupid. i hate quarters, i hate grades, i dislike homework. whatever, see you all tomorrow! | | Wednesday, March 30th, 2005 | | 2:22 pm |
ARG
I really hate this. Whatever. I can't remember what I ever what to say. I think that this will be Even more arg-ness... 8:05 PM Aoki Sensei kick me off my computer. Like i said, argness. Anyways, I feel down, like really down. Its weird. I think that I've been feeling this way since this morning. Maybe its also because I died 2x in a row (on Neva Damus) in Tibia; at lunch and in A+. Oh well, boring game (esp. because its an mmorpg, and i suck at them). But I like it. I feel sorta tired, and sorta bored. Its getting annoying. I want to work on my homework and such. I don't feel up to it either though. I hope that I will be able to find some energy and interest to work on it. Guess what, I added a few pictures to my site. http://www.freewebs.com/arcticsniper/ . I added 4 pictures to the site under WebAlbum. I think they would be a good basis for D&D drawings for my proposed characters. Now, if only i could draw... Maybe I could get chris / tv / someone in-tune with art, to help me. If anyone has any ideas for what I could add to my site, please let me know! Im really bored again. I have this summary for my People to People project. I need to do that sometime. I should do it soon. I had a great time playing "D&D" with jameson in eng/rob lab today. That was fun. I even saved my files. I think I disconnected the network cable before I opened my programs though...hee hee... Anyways, I survived 2 spider attacks (7-foot, and 9-foot). I got some "chain armor". So that's cool. We should do that more often. I think that I should create a few more characters and then, I would be able to play all of them at once! I noticed that I mostly make female characters for my RPG games...weird...anyways. I had this great idea for designing characters for myself in D&D. I would have an european "family" and an asian family. They would both have some, daughters i guess, that would be my characters. There would be like fighters, archers, assassins, sorceresses, etc. I don't think I like barbarians, bards, or wizards that much. You see, the thing is, I would equip them with like, the most optimum stuff, and that would be their "favorite" weapon sets, i guess. Anyways, so, the asian side and the european side would probably mirror each other, but differ in look, clothing, and of couse, gear (weapons, armor, etc.). so, like the european fighter would stick with a bastard sword, while the asian fighter would probably have a katana. Similarly, the european archer might have a composite long bow or a heavy cross bow (probably the composite), and the asian archer would have, a, um, composite long bow? (but asian style! if possible). It sounds cool to me. I use the Redblade program to edit my characters and give them histories and such. I think that my european fighter will have green eyes and probably brown hair. european sorceress might have, hmmm, i was thinking kind of different hair, like shorter, and different color, not as normal. The eyes, might be cat like... The asian side would probably mostly have black hair, but don't know about all of them, maybe some mightgo retro and dye it a different color...purple? green? blue? Anyways, you'd be surprised how many good pics you'd get when you do a google for elf. I mean, there's all kinds, from clerics, fighters, archers, to princesses. anyways, got to post, shower, and sleep now. Current Mood:  annoyed ARG |
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